I'm now seeing and hearing things that aren't there, and I have waking dreams quite frequently.  Oh and my left eye twitches constantly.

Possibly if you become so insane you'll forget all your pain and suffering.

That's the day I look forward to.

I swear to God it happened again just as I was gettin ready to press the submit button.  A middle-aged Asian man was in here with me, critiquing my article.

Not to mention big, fat, ugly chick but also unintelligible.

Wanna hear my theory?  I don't deserve a happy existence; for all the bad things I did in my lifetime are now coming back to bite me in the ass and other various body parts.

Either that or I'm God's number one practical joke.  And hell at least I'm entertaining somebody right?

Do you know I didn't sleep at all last night?  And I really don't care.

I lifted the ban because frankly I was lonely and even if the casino jerks hop on over, the more the merrier.

And every day I wish I was small – Kendall Payne

I wish Allie was here with me.  I miss him.  I loved him madly and vice versa.  Allie never cared if I was a fat, ugly, bitch.  Even after hollering at him for wazzin on the rug or when I accidentally stepped on his foot or tail.  Even in the end when I had to give him subcutaneous fluids, he still always loved me.

I hurt lots and I want Ulysses and Desi.