I have to say that in the past I have given you a really tough time. I checked in once to see what was up, and the whole thing with the kitties made me soften my attitude. I too am a huge cat lover. I would have more than my two if I had a house. My cats are my kids. My one has taken to chewing my brand new comforter and opening every closet in the apartment every day. She can be annoying as shit, but I love that cat and would rush into a buring building to save her. I am sorry about your Allie. Regards